I'll start with the dinner hour. I've been making dinner on and off (mainly on) for more than 20 years now. I have a large family as you all know. I get hungry for dinner too of course. I have to be honest here, I am really tired of making dinner. What's for dinner? Did you make dinner? Are you going to make dinner? Do we have any dinner tonight? I'm hungry, can we eat dinner now. Should we make our own dinner? There isn't anything for dinner tonight.
I consider myself a pretty good mom. I'm not perfect, but I love my kids and that's number 1 in my book of parenting 101.
I am so tired of making dinner. I am so tired of grocery shopping. I have made the best dinners anyone could ask for, for my family. I've made christmas gingerbread houses from scratch, and my own decorated cakes for each and everyone of my children for their birthdays. I've made pasta that were born in sicily and my own creations that I could sell to only the best of restaurants. Okay I've made my point. You hear me, I am now getting repetitive.
I don't want to make dinners, I don't like to make dinners, I am tired of making dinners and truth be known I am getting resentful of making dinners.
When their is a death in the family, dinners are cooked, delivered and frozen for the family. When there is Cancer in the family the same is true. When there is sickness, despair, hopelessness or accidents, somehow dinners don't seem to be a problem.
My question today is dinner. I love to sit around the table and enjoy my family at the table like the Walton's, but grandma Walton is dead as far as I know. The price of the large dinner, the shopping, the preparation, the clean up and the desire is leaving me.
I used to enjoy the jar of baby food pea's, and even thought it was funny when they spit it right back out into my face. Dogs have always been a great cleaner of dropped crumbs, I learned that long ago. I always keep a dog for such matters.
God bless those mother's and father's that can remain constant after years and years of dinner's. I want a new assignment. I wonder how soon there will be a dinner button to push. Isn't that called delivery service? Hmmmmmm.